http://hernani.tumblr.com/

go see the title ^^
i’ll be updating there now.

i’ll be blogging at blogger today :)

Unintended

I am frustrated with myself. I studied for pure geog. But guess what i did during the paper? i fell aslep while doing it halfway, with one evaluative question undone and one, being scribbled through all the way. and, some parts blank too. what do you expect. when i woke up, i only left with five more minutes. well done hernani. so much of wasting your effort on memorising the facts on weather and climate and wanting to do well for the paper. so, im going to sleep early today hoping that i’ll stay awake for tomorrow’s paper. now, my sister is going to use the laptop, which also means that i have to stop blogging. bye. oh, and im happy now :)

My Iron Lung

Okay, geography notes are beside me right now. But im using the laptop instead. I’ll be leaving house early for school so that i’ll read those notes in school. I know i wont do anything productive at home.
and now, im practically laughing at myself. im looking at those very outdated photos. a few years back, around 4years back? and i realised that i look different now. haha. just look at my ezlink card and you’ll understand what im trying to say. and now, i’ll get myself ready for school. im going to be there slightly earlier :)

Your New Aesthetic

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okay, photo above was like damn long ago. probably three months old.
geograpy paper just now, zheyue was beside me. halfway doing the paper, i saw him sleeping. and it felt so tempting. lol. guess what i did. i went to sleep too. haha. and now, 21marks gone for tourism. but, i can score for development ^^ physics was hard too. fell asleep and mrs toh threatened me to complain to my mom if im not going to wake up. lol. and tomorrow, pure geog paper one. i must do well for it. it’s not a choice :(

Cry For Freedom

Okay. Im really tired right now. Prelims. they’re really tiring. I hate venice till now.
History was pathetic. They asked such a hard question. That chamberlain question, made me went speechless. pure geog and physics tomorrow. and, i havent start revising pure geog. i’ll do it tonigh. now, im going to take an afternoon nap and then do a little bit on physics and then tuition. bye :)

Decode

When Mr Low isnt around ^^

good morning. for the past two days, i’ve been busy studying. and, im also lazy to blog. so, im going to watch a korean drama now and enjoy myself. bye.

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i almost cried while watching it for the third time. go and watch the last episode of ‘a love to kill’. it’s really sad. and now, im going to read ss :)

You and Me

im having too little faith now..

Every Breath You Take

whenever im webcamming with someone, they will always comment about the wind that is blowing my hair. LOL.
okay, im supposed to be sleeping now. prelim starts tomorrow :(

Angels and Devils

sarax. says:
hahahahahah
you need laughter
youre too boring

okay, am i that boring? im currently resting right now. was having cramps in school just now and slept through during pure geog. was being quite enthusiastic during chemistry. and now, i am bored. blogger is totally screwed up. okay, i really have nothing to blog about. my wordpress is getting boring and it’s totally lacking of photographs. im too lazy to make it interesting. hehe. bye ^^

Lucky

A2 for malay. hehehe. im happy. and, it’s funny. especially thinking about what i did two days before the paper. haha. you know what im talking about selvyn ._.
okay, so i’ll be mugging real hard now. i wont be blogging much more often now as i dont really have the time. anw, had english o level oral yesterday. it was fine. the examiners, they’re quite friendly.
prelims starts on friday. im going to study for physics now. bye!

Fake Dry Trees

I am sick and tired of everything. I dont know what else im supposed to do now. No, im not being emotional here. Everything is going to be fine :)

Here Without You

Yesterday, was really really having a terrible flu. Go and ask ahmad and selvyn about how terrible it was. You can ask sarah too. I am sad. Cos, im having flu all the time. Okay, went to the doctor. One day mc only cos i have to go back to school on tuesday for english o level oral. But, i’ll be going to school tmr cos im perfectly fine now. It was just sinus and fever. But fever is gone now :)
I only have five minutes to blog because mom is nagging at me to eat breakfast. I wont be going anywhere today cos dad told me to stay at home and rest.
And, i’ll be using sarah’s backpack tmr. We exchanged our bags yesterday night.
bye :)

Everything New

yellow mellow

and, blogger is really pathetic. that’s why im back.
okay, im going to bathe now and then tuition. and, then breakfast ^^

High and Dry

Im back. Blogging at blogger, it’s terrible. I prefer wordpress.
Had a really terrible day. Classmates and close friends should know why. But im fine now :) and bryan, im not sure if you’re going to read this. Im sorry for making you feeling guilty. heh. and, i’ll learn how to control my temper. it’s a must.

We’re Not Family

Okay, im going on a hiatus.
i’ll be back once i’ve completed my o levels. bye.

i miss you.. :(

The Bird and the Bee Sides

class chairman ^^

today we had national day celbration in school. It was fine. And, im lazy to blog now. I just found lots and lots of interesting photos ^^

Brompton Cocktail

today is such a good day :) Well, i mean yesterday since it’s already 12.10am now. Physics is really boring. That’s why im blogging now. Currently enterntaining myself by talking to brandon and ahmad online.

Yesterday, in the morning. I didnt have any stomach pain/ache. And, some people ate pork :( Went to school and went through some lessons. Everything was boring. Slept during poa today cos depreciation is boring. During recess, something funny happened. Somehow, i think i was sitting too close to wh in the canteen. and, mr chua came right up to the table and said, something about social distancing and told wh to move further away from me. LOL.
And, charmaine couldnt take it and she talked to me. so much of not wanting to talk to me at all for the rest of her life. haha. After school was english course. It’s damn sad and pathetic. No qssp and went mac with selvyn. on our way to mac, i was singing to the song lollipop ^^ i was damn high. walked to commonwealth close and there was a time. when a small boy ended up in some branches.

i was damn shocked. cos i didnt get to stop him. and, he didnt even cry. he said that he’s a strong boy. very cute ^^
and, i went home after that. anw, i gtg now. im going to sleep. goodnight!

On The Prowl

Good morning world. It’s 5.33am now.
In one hour time, i’ll be seeing you :)
Okay, so. i woke up abit earlier today, at 5am. And now, im having extra time. I’ll stop blogging in five minutes time cos i need to prepare myself to school and get out of house at 5.53am. I have this feeling that tiday will be a good day ^^v
bye.

Find A Way

Im not in school today. I was having a bad stomach ache. Woke up at 9plus and it felt really great :) Studied physics after bathing till now and decided to take a rest. Im not prepared for prelim. And, i shouldnt be using the laptop too. I kept telling myself that i must study hard. But, it’s too hard -.-
I just dont like studying ^^v Okay, i should stop blogging now and try to study chemistry. Im having chemistry tuition in 2hours 30minutes time. bye! :)

Again

A fast post. Im supposed to be studying development now. Anw, told selvyn a really sad story just now. Well, to me it is sad cos i was controlling my tears. I hate what happened four years back. Im glad it’s over. Thanks for being understanding :)

School was fine today except that i really had a bad stomach ache in the morning that i acutally cried inside the class. After pe, something happened to my shorts. It split for no reason. LOL. i never even go for pe and it split -.- Didnt go for recess cos i was hurrying my way back to class to put on my skirt. Anw, school was a drag. After school, went to find friends at library and waited for them to complete their files. And at the same time, brandon was there and was forced to take a photo with him. LOL. okay, anw. didnt go for qssp cos i was having that particular stomach ache. But didnt went home. instead, went to vivo with sevyn, ahmad weihowe and malvin. spent 30mins in the pet shops and another 30mins looking at some toys and omnia II -.- went to some shop to look for some red shirt and then kfc for early dinner. left vivo at 6.50 and then took 100 with malvin and selvyn to commonwealth. overshot till jookoon cos i fell asleep in the train. train was damn empty and i was actually quite scared. anw, went home after that.

anw, it’s been months (i think) eversince i blog about my day. im just in the mood to do it now :)

Fences

act shy ^^v

act shy also ^^v

Im back home! ^^v
that’s what i did just now. i dont have time to blog now. bye.

Another Place To Fall

I wrote this on Auni's mirror :)

I’m a happy girl today! Especially for that particular 20minutes I spent my time with you this morning :)
Won’t elaborate more on it but it’s very exciting now. Haha. School was fine. Was trying my best to keep myself awake during chemistry but eventually, I fell asleep. Accruals and prepayments are damn hard and I’m having a lot of trouble with it. Mrs Toh praised me today and it felt good. Lunch was better. Had a good laugh with zulyqha on some particular stuff.
And, KT Tunstall’s music is making me feel relax :)

Stand By Me

I dont know why im blogging again, but im happy right now :)
im really happy. hehe :)
im going to eat my dinner now :)
and then read a book :)
bye :)

(sorry for having too many ‘:)’ in this post)

Suddenly I See

sister’s friends in my room now. okay, im happy :)
the feelings are so great and im always smiling to myself. prelims in three weeks time and im not prepared for it. well, maybe only for one particular subject. But that’s fine, im happy now. Im studying hard at times. Well, it all depends on my mood. and, Charmaine confiscated something from me again :( Im going to get it tmr.
Okay, they are camwhoring now and im tired and im going to bathe now. hehehehe.
bye :)

Long Road To Ruin

Im having really bad backache now. And, i wont be blogging often anymore because i’ll be busy and i have to rush this post because im going to read a book later :)
So, my mood swings are bad now. Im sorry but im trying to improve on it. Okay, so. i have nothing much to blog now. Maybe it’s because im concentrating on my backache and not writing a proper update. And, screwed the maths test just now. but, i will do well for geog. hopefully. im going to study for it later. i will keep the promises that i promised you. i will concentrate on my studies now :)

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Eloisey ^^v

Today is friday and i guess i wont be going anywhere during the weekend except for a short trip to jp to get something. Who’s willing to accompany me?

Faint

For the past few days, i’ve been fine :) Im okay now though im still disappointed. I know you wouldnt like it if im blogging this type of things, but this is my blog. So, i have the right to blog about anything.
Im busy with homeworks and tests now. Im going to study hard. Im determined to do well in everything i do now. I wont be giving up. hehe.
anw, tmr is brandon’s birthday ^^v

haha. found this photo in my camera. happy advanced birthday!
i dont know why im wishing you here. haha. and, i dont know if you still remember. you owe me a ribena :)

Okay, im very tired now. Mrs toh told me to go home cos im having flu since morning though i’ve been telling her it’s sinus. Infact, my flu is gone now -_- But at least i dont have to take that particular test on venice :) She told me to go to the doctor to check if im h1 positive or else the school wouldnt allow me to come to school. wondering why all this is happening to me? go figure.
and, bye. im going to watch, ‘The Sons of Sol Pharmacy House’ :)

Bed Of Razors

Im sorry. I know you’ll be reading this. But, im scared. Im weak remember? :(

Control

I feel so small. So powerless.
I need help.

The Darkest Nights

Somehow, i felt like there’s no one in this fucking world who understands me. I dont wanna express my feelings here. I rather do it somewhere else.

Take care of yourself. You’re right, you’re strong. I shouldnt be worrying so much. And, i miss you so much :(

Living Dead Beat

Im having tuition in 1hour 30mins time and im still in bed using the computer and listening to songs that i used to love listening to last year. hehehehehehehe. cob so nice :)
and, i have nothing to blog nowadays. maybe i do, but it’s hard to put them in words. I rather update my twitter.

Im feeling much more better now.
thanks to those who still cares about me. at least i know that im not alone. and, ahmad’s a great friend. LOL.
and, selvyn. take care of yourself. get well soon :)

Take Me Out

I wont be blogging much now. Im just not in the correct mood. My friends should know why. Anw, i’ll be fine :)

Here You Me

We’re supposed to end it today, but I wasn’t in school. I’m sorry! So, I guess quite a number of you know what happened to me today. At around 5plus in the morning, I wasn’t feeling well. It felt like the whole world was spinning. I couldn’t take it, and collapsed in front of the toilet door and calling out for help from my mom. Lol. I couldn’t hold it any longer. It’s like the end of the world. I lost my consciousness and I couldn’t get up. Mom decided to call the ambulance, again. Realised the two of them were the same as last year. haha. Hothotheat ^^v took the emergency ambulance and it’s very irritating. There’s no window around and I was bored and weak. I kept looking at the time, wondering if you’ll be waiting for me. I’m scared that you would get angry that I didn’t show up. I couldn’t contact you; my phone was with my mom. Once, at the hospital had to be separated with mom and couldn’t even get my phone (!!) I was crying, not because of the pain, but because of you. I’m hoping you’ll be right beside me, telling me that everything would be alright. I was feeling very restless cos I know there’s no way I can contact you and I cried even more. They brought me to a room and I realised that it’s the ‘new cases’ room -.- I don’t know what’s that too. Checked my blood pressure, sugar level and even took a urine test. And, there was once. Ten nurses circled my bed and I could hear them saying stuffs like, ’she’s very young, only 16. Poor thing’. wtf. Didn’t give a damn. Didn’t even smile at them. Got one of them can still call the other nurses and said, ‘this one bp very low. Bp low!’ seriously wtf. I didn’t care; I needed a phone so badly and asked one of them to get me a phone. Got a phone at 8plus and I’m happy ^^v I called you and I’m really happy. Oh, and they injected me. Connected some wires to my hand and I find it very lame. Anw, I’m lazy to continue. I wasn’t admitted anw. I’m fine now and I’ll be back in school tomorrow. I dont wanna care about the mc. And, thanks for not ending it today.I love you :)

I would find a way without you :(

Im sorry if i’ve been talking so rudely to so many people just now. Im so sorry.
Im just not okay right now. I need you.

Aesthetic Night

It was aesthetic night just now! Fell asleep during one part of the concert. My friends were like laughing at me. I was tired and moodless. Some things really turned me off after aesthetic night and im glad that charmaine’s there to allow me to cry on her shoulders. Seriously, im so pissed just now. Anw, scolded the 7-eleven’s cashier. I was like so freaking pissed at her too. She gave me attitude. Dont believe, go and ask weiling. haha. anw, trained to clementi with diana and shanky hoping to get some roti prata. selvyn was there too. and, ahmad, selvyn and lewis were hunting for roti prata for me, diana and shanky ^^v i was barefooted for a moment cos i really have alot of blisters. it was really pathetic. couldnt take it anymore and dad came to fetch me around 11plus and then home. I’ll upload the photos. It’s in random order.

selvyn sim zhi sen ^^v

Someday

Tomorrow’s oral! I’m so not looking forward. Today, school was fine. Slept during geog test and English and ending of maths period ^^v Ate during recess and lunch. I’m getting really fat. Math mock exam was fine. Was abit not in the mood after that thanks to some people. But, I’m perfectly fine now :) Tuition was fine too except for the part when the tuition centre went black out. I want to go to sleep. But some things are holding me back. Maybe it’s because I’ve yet to complete my math homework. And, it’s already one day and when are you going to say those words again? :)

Sunday Drive

tag me in blogger!
hahaha. i have a tagboard there
:)

Miserable At Best

So, i’ve been told that im a selfish person. Look, i tried my best not to be one. Infact, i dont even think im one. How can you expect me not to show my emotions? I’ve been trying my best to hide it for days. Yes, im lacking of so much sleep and when i tried to get some, you told me that im trying to drift myself away. And, dont you ever realised that i’ll be falling asleep during curriculum time cos im too tired? and, you expect me to do my very best in my studies. I need a break, seriously.

So, today. I had my very worst breakdown in school. I cried really really badly and, i know my friends felt helpless. Thinking about it again, i’ll start to laugh cos i was really pissed at some stuffs and it’s a really minor problem. You wouldnt want to know it. Anw, i started to get really emotional and started to tear my chapter 25 of poa’s textbook into pieces and threw it in the dustbin. And, guess what! i started to cry really badly and was whining to charmaine and telling her that i just threw the notes and i love poa very much. hahahahahaha. damn funny i tell you. so many people in class watching somemore -.- and diana and i started digging through the dustbin and get the torn pieces of it back. lol, i dont wish to talk about it again. i’ll start to laugh. couldnt control my emotions just now. it was really bad. haha. And, for the rest of the day. Im very happy ^^v

anw, i dont have that much time to blog often. School is really making me becoming a busy woman -.-
infact, i shouldnt be using the computer. i should be studying organic chemistry now. goodbye.

Yesterday Once More

hello! i love blogging at blogger :) That’s why i prefer to update there more often than doing it here.
Anw, spent my morning at stalford and we were expected to queue in a straight line to get our temperature check. And during the afternoon, met qianyi and her mom at junction 8. I was totally clueless about that place and i asked for direction from a particular middle aged man. Anw, found them and me and qianyi headed to the carnival. it wasnt that bad i guess. spent the coupons on candy floss, sausages, balloons, health check and drinks. and, for the health check. they were checking on our blood pressure. and, i have low blood pressure while qianyi is high blood pressure. hahahaha. damn funny i tell you -.-
and, there’s more to blog about. but im too lazy to blog here.

Queen Of The Damned

Hello. I was bored just now and i was looking through the photos in the camera. And, i’ve decided to post some of it in the blog :)

Spot Me ^^v

And, a particular person dancing to the song nobody by wonder girls. haha.

hehehehehehehehehe ^^v
and, if you’re wondering about the 2nd photo. It’s my hair being cut off last year from the surgeon -.- I realised that i still have it at home. Okay, it’s already 2am and i should be sleeping right not. I have tuition at 9am later and then i’ll be making my way to commonwealth close :) and, bishan after that to meet qianyi.
bye!

Raise Your Hands

What’s the difference between books of original entries and books of prime entries? Im desperate to know the answer :(

Origami

Im into origami now. It’s interesting :)

Happy Happy ^^v

We were supposed to be doing ss project. But, ended up camwhoring really really alot. Thanks to diana and shankari. They love the camera so much. And i watched abit of Boys Over Flowers.
But we still completed the project and it’s not wonderful at all. Infact, it’s quite pathetic and sad. HAHA.

Good bye!

Dark Passion Play

I changed the address for my blogger. Ask me for the link if you’re interested.

Bang And Burn

Selvyn Sim Zhi Sen, dont get shocked when you see this. ^^v
I am having a headache. Yes, i’ve already said that in blogger. But, really. It’s making me crazy.
Syncope, go away :(

one night

I am bored now. That’s the reason why im blogging at such hours. I have school tomorrow. I am going to sleep soon. But, i’ll talk to cleon and malvin first. Trying to dig out some secret from malvin. haha.
Im such a nice friend :) abit ironic. i know -.-
okay. goodnight. im going to sleep in ten minutes time.

The Goodnight Moon

I screwed up my life? Yes, but i moved on. At least, i like to think that everything’s wonderful. Isn’t that what we’re supposed to do in life?

Anw, im blogging again at my previous blog.
Wondering what’s the address? Go figure.

We Dont Like It When You All Do That

Hello. I went to school just now. It only lasted for one hour and thirty minutes. I planned to went home straight after school, but somehow zoe dragged me to mac with her. Stayed there till one and then home. I am a very homey person. right zoe? :)
haha. i dont have much time to blog. I still have tons of homework to complete.
Bye.

So So Cold

Hello!
I love watching Boys Over Flowers. I started watching it on Friday night. And, im at episode 22 already ^^v
It’s 8.45am now. I’ve been awake since 6.45am. Im sweating. The weather is really terrible. Looking out the window, im already scared to go out. Drinking milo is much more better than drinking 100plus.
I want a notebook from Stationery Island. Who want to help me buy? ^^v
And, there is school tomorrow. It’s only for one hour. Really a waste of time on travelling. But, for poa, i wouldnt mind :) Did some homework yesterday and im proud of myself. This post is getting more and more random.
Bye. Im going to bathe and continue watching Boys Over Flowers *.*v

Beautiful Day

I am a very busy person now because of something ^^v
Wondering what’s ’something’? Go figure.
Didn’t go for campfire yesterday night because I am busy.
Postponed my plans today with Sarah cos I am also busy *.*v
Couldn’t blog much cos I am busy.
Anw, spent 40mins yesterday doing something i like :)
haha. yes, i like it.

brother: your room is like a rubbish dump
me: so, you’ve been to a rubbish dump before?

Vertigo

I am back home early today!
So was yesterday. And the day before.
In fact, everyday.
First week is almost over.
School is not fun. It has never been fun.
One hour wasted outside class for not doing two questions.
:(

Fully Alive

Im taking a break from poa now :)
I had school today. The canteen was really really dusty. Lessons were fine.
Ate a mushroom today. Was being forced by a friend.
I have nothing else to blog.
anw, i found this photos in the computer. It was taken last year at science centre.

bye! :)

A Rush of Blood to the Head

She couldn’t control it. She broke down in front of him. He was shocked. She can see it in his eyes. She couldn’t take it. He kept asking her why, but she didn’t give him any clue to why she’s crying. She is sad, even till now.
:(

Im With You

Malay paper was just now. It was fine. Hopefully i can get an A.
anw, this blog is getting more and more pathetic.
There’s lesser and lesser pictures and words.
I just dont find the reason to blog something long with words and pictures.
Im just too lazy to blog here.
:(

Tears Dont Fall

I am trying to calm myself down by eating instant noodle and listening to beautiful songs.
I am scared.
Maybe i shouldnt think about it.
:(

Frengers

something’s wrong with wordpress. if you see same multiple posts coming out, i’ll start swearing already.
maybe you cant even read this.
wordpress is getting on my nerves.

Gone For The Dogs

today, it’s the fifth day.
fifth day of what?
fifth day of me having flu/cough.
five days straight. isnt that very wonderful?
i used more than 80sheets of tissue paper today. and guess what, now i have to search for tissue paper in the house.
we’re running out of tissue paper. and it’s all thanks to me ^_^
i dont feel like coming to school tomorrow. im so sick now. and weak too. im going to have a fever soon.
triple combo.
:(

Someday Soon

I just can’t concentrate doing malay. That’s why im here to blog again.
8more days to malay o level.
I know that i should be studying now. But, im bloghopping and thinking about something.
:(

Eye To The Telescope

me: wait!
hahahahahaha. damn unglam faces.

yesterday’s evening, i was at shankari’s house. was supposed to meet raudha at jurong east at 5.15, but she came at around 5.50. i was feeling very pissed with her but it’s hard to show it infront of her cos she’ll make you laugh.
anw! i’ll continue blogging later. i need to eat breakfast.
bye.

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okay. im done with breakfast. Anw, im lazy to say the details. I’ll just post the pics :)

im not going to post all the pictures cos im lazy.
and, im addicted to KT Tunstall’s music. It’s very beautiful especially her voice :)
bye. i need to study for malay. 8 more days! and im still using the english to malay translation dictionary -_-

Warmness On The Soul

sigh. the world is so cruel. she’s not even two.
omg, i dont wish to elaborate.
:(

Lip Gloss And Black

I.AM.TOTALLY.MOODLESS.NOW.
im having a headache. and at the same time, im blasting atreyu’s music from the laptop.

dad did this to my sister’s meet-the-parents consent form. dont bother asking why he wrote 1 1/2. i wonder what will he write on mine. heard that the both of them doesnt want to come. isnt that great?

i’ll blog more later/next time.
totally lost my mood.

I’m not gonna teach your boyfriend

i love selvyn sim zhi sen! (:
our faces were damn pathetic, that’s why i did that. anw, i’ll blog more later.
and stop wondering why im wearing a skirt.
it’s my first time. be more supportive. thanks.
(:

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woke up as early as nine just for diana. supposed to meet them at 11. but, i was late by 40mins? okay, im lazy to blog. i’ll just post the pics.

okay, i dont wish too upload anything anymore. others are totally unglam faces. haha. for the photo with diana inside, i know it’s artistic. haha. thanks to weiling.
left vivo at around 3plus and went to find selvyn! he laughed like a king when he see me wearing a skirt. okay, im lazy to elaborate. anw, im happy today.
(:

Over My Shoulder

im hungry!

No Air

exams are finally over! i know i wont be doing well for all the papers cos ive been crapping my way through. especially for geography. i didnt even touch the textbook!:(

but, i’ve been really happy recently. so, after exams today, i went to selvyn’s house.
had a marathon. was it fifteen? or sixteen? or even more than that? i’ll be more gentle next time. haha.
anw, went tiong after that to find some stuffs and hotdogs! listened to eminem’s songs in the train and then home (:

im tired. bye.

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im too lazy to blog :(

okay, im back. i googled ‘recurrent sycope’.

What is syncope?
Syncope (SIN’ko-pe) is temporary loss of consciousness and posture, described as “fainting” or “passing out.” It’s usually related to temporary insufficient blood flow to the brain.

It most often occurs when the blood pressure is too low (hypotension) and the heart doesn’t pump a normal supply of oxygen to the brain.

What causes syncope?

It may be caused by emotional stress, pain, pooling of blood in the legs due to sudden changes in body position, overheating, dehydration, heavy sweating or exhaustion. Syncope may occur during violent coughing spells (especially in men) because of rapid changes in blood pressure. It also may result from several heart, neurologic, psychiatric, metabolic and lung disorders. And it may be a side effect of some medicines.

i told dad to read it.
dad: you’re freaking yourself out.
me: ah yes. im freaking out already.

im handling it well now (: 100plus works.

Everything’s Just Wonderful

im happy
(:

Sunday Bloody Sunday

my previous post, i mentioned that i’ll be on hiatus. but sarah came to me and told me to blog about friday.
on friday, sarah waited for me for about 5hours. it was from 9.45am till 3pm. Her school ended earlier so she went to the library to study geography while waiting for me. I was supposed to meet her at 2. But i ended up taking 198 to boon lay with selvyn and friends. Met sarah at 3plus and treated her to long john silver cos i felt guilty. Walked around jp and had a chat about udx. Left sarah and went to find selvyn again. Took 179 and looped around ntu. ntu is like so beautiful. haha. then homed! (:

okay sarah, im done. happy?

Top Of The World

I NEED TO GO ON A HIATUS (!)

Yesterday

i went to study with diana and shankari at mac! and, i saw selvyn and friends there. kept asking gavin on poa and i when i got the net profit correct, you should see the smile on my face. haha. halfway through, diana and shankari left me. wanted to follow actually, but was being bullied by terry -.- i was forced to explain to him on this particular question on circle theorem while ahmad was vandalising my notebook.
Was being told by selvyn that diana and shankari were taking photo with the trees outside mac. lol! should see those photos. left mac for selvyn after that ._.
took train all the way till joo koon again. laughed at those people queuing up for the slides. haha!
went home after that (:

Today
woke up as early as 6.45am for geography class. 179 came suprisingly fast. therefore, i was the first one to arrive in school. diana was second. geography class was worth it. im glad that i finally went for it after two weeks of mia-ing ._.
went mac for breakfast with brandon after that! wrote a ‘motivational’ note for him :p

hopefully the note will remain there and not in the bin -.-
anw, im addicted to songs you wont be expecting me to listen. i cant stop listening to it over and over again.

i guess i’ll stop here? i must stop myself from using the laptop/desktop.
I NEED TO START PANICKING FOR MIDYEAR EXAMS AND MALAY O LEVEL.
i need to get that A for malay paper, no matter what! i’ve been doing intensive revision on malay and even trying to memorise those bloody freaking dumb peribahasa (!)
relax hernani. take it slow and easy. you can make it (:
hopefully selvyn will get his phone by today too! :D then i can start pasting my sticker there ._.

Flu

the flu is really really bad. im still having it now. i must be distracting the class during exams just now. i kept blowing my nose. and, i sneezed like so so much. i couldnt concentrate. my malay compo, it was only one page and one line. i was sleeping for like 20mins? -.-
i couldnt care anymore. i was too weak and tired. lol.
and no, it’s not swine flu. im positive of it (:
i want to see the doctor, but tmr’s public holiday. im going out to study! im so motivated now. haha.
bye.

i love pokka’s mocha (:

March On

paper one tomorrow. wish me luck!
omg. im listening to this weird song that brandon had just sent me -.-
okay, im going to sleep. bye!

2904

okay. i dont know where to start it from.
well, probably most of you have heard the news. you can choose which one you want to believe. cos, guess what. im not going to care (:
anw, i got back my math test today and i failed it. i couldnt even remember how to find mean and i even forgot the formula for cosine rule :( and it’s all because i was too distracted during the test. but, i couldnt do anything about it anymore.
let’s just hope i can do well for mid year. wait. i need to do well because it’s a must and not a choice. i must show to my parents that im still interested in my education.
okay, am just not in the mood to blog. bye.

Lost

The end is knocking~

im tired. taking 241 home was a very big mistake. i had five books, one fullscap pad and one file in one hand. and for the another hand, im holding to a railing. imagine how red my hand was when i got off the bus.
okay, bye! i lazy to blog.

Walking On Broken Glass

I screwed up my english oral. For those under the 2nd shift, i said that the two students were holding a mango -.- when it’s actually a paper!! i still cant stop laughing when im thinking about it. how can it be a mango?! what’s wrong with my eyesight? it’s a paper.
paper.paper.paper. not mango. and the conversation,
teacher: name the advantages and disadvantages to live in a rural area.
me: the air is cleaner there as compared to urban area as there’s alot of building and vehicles in the urban area -_-
and, i forgot to say the disadvantages. anw, it’s over. i cant do anything about it :(

and, i joined the sheng siong lucky draw. haha. im happy (:

The Weekend

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Lava Lamp/Speech Day

Happy Birthday Zakiah! :D hahahehehoho.
Just now was speech day. The parade, was very fast. The waiting for the arrival of guest of honor, was less than two minutes? -.- Speech was long. Prize presentation was tiring. Went to the refreshment at the canteen. Mr Chng allowed me to take anything i want. haha. Left school at around 8plus and went to holland village’s swensens. It was auni’s idea. Since i got nothing to do, i tagged along (:
anw, took dumb photos on the way to the bussstop.
train ride home was funny. me and raudha really panicked.
reach home at around ten plus. im tired.
i’ll be having english tmr :(
bye. (pictures below)

Feels Like Today

I’ll be going back to school later. Im at home now! (:
school ended at 11.45 and i went straight home. Need to be back in school by 3.00, so i wont be blogging much.

anw, english was fun just now.
look at this,

haha. i know it’s gay.
and for combined humans, im trying my very best to open my eyes. i was too tired.
okay, i’ll blog again later in the evening.
bye!

Unbound

this will be a very unorganised and random post. Im in a hurry to polish my boots.

1. Tomorrow is speech day. It also means the last day of guiding :( okay, marching isn’t part of guiding but still, it’ll be my last day? haha. i cant believe that im actually going to miss guiding. wish me and my colors luck :D

2. i love my yellow mellow lava lamp. im going to upload a picture of it soon.

3. i’ll be making my way to woodlands library on saturday for some english course which also means that, im going to miss that tv show! i hope i’ll get eliminated.

4. my brother baked cookies for me. wow.

okay, i dont know what else i can blog about. my blog is getting very dead.
bye.

Shooting Stars

Im done with the about me section :D
i’ll edit it soon anw. bye!

A Song To Say Goodbye

yay. im done with my tv (:
i’ll be going to the library soon. anw, if you’re wondering what show im watching, it’s ‘a love to kill’. i dont know why i like it alot. but, it’ll continue next week.
okay, bye! im going to study.

The Leaving Song

Okay, i wrote that this morning. Somehow, i didnt went for a haircut. Instead, im watching tv. I’ll blog more next time! bye.

Free To Decide

I was pranked on 7th april 2009. It’s like one week after april fools. Find a better date to prank me next time. haha. and guess what, i totally believed it. Like, i was shocked when i found out the truth -.-
Anw, this whole week is much better than any other week? Cos, there is no group and self study after school! :D except for tuesday though. and, there is no school tomorrow! But, im going to read a book tomorrow (: and, i finished one just now. dont bother asking me for the title. Im very outdated.
okay, im very lazy to blog about the series of events (-.-) that happened this week. The reason is because, i’ll be writing in my black book! haha.
okay, bye.

Love Is A Lie

damn the math test im having tomorrow. i just cant think properly now.
it’s in my head. i was shocked.

Sing, But Keep Going

im back from changi (:
yesterday was zulyqha’s birthday celebration at east coast. met the anak express (lololol) at tanjong pagar at around 2.30? but only arrived at east coast at 4plus -.-
took photos, laughed, talked and stuffs. im lazy to elaborate. anw, my camera died at around 8plus :(
dad fetched me at around 9plus and then headed to changi for family gathering. all i did there was, ate two hotdogs, talked to sarah and then sleep. im the first one to go to sleep i think?
let the pictures do the talking~

there’s actually 100++ photos. okay, unwanted info.
anw, bye! im having tourism test tmr -.-

Time After Time

omg omg omg omg. i dont have the time to blog much now.
haha. i love my sister!
she gave me the most wonderful birthday present! im going to spent my time watching it :D
bye! (tomorrow, i need to buy a lava lamp. lol.)

APRIL FOOL!

Happy birthday to me! I received two frogs and some other presents and cards :D
Anw, i’ll blog more next time. Not in the mood to blog. bye!

People Need Love

My brother did line dancing just now. haha. I am feeling much more happier today as compared to yesterday (:
School is perfectly fine except that i almost got kicked out of class during english for laughing too much. Where’s my goodie bag? haha. Me, Xinghao and Zakiah still havent gotten over the picture conversation thing. I still think it’s funny. And, i was a suicide bomber just now. We were doing this skit on bali bombing for the class. And, guess what. The suicide bomber is scared to press the bomb bag. LOL. so, i was standing there, with my heart beating very fast, holding the bomb bag in my hand. but i still pressed it, after one minute of fear. -.-

and! look at this. a brother teaching his younger brother a wrong thing. hahah.

okay, bye! im turning 16 soon~

The Winner Takes It All

What’s wrong with wearing a crumpled shirt? What’s wrong? There’s not a need for a perfection. I dont care. Im tired. Give me some time to rest. I hope you’ll understand. Thanks.

There is school tomorrow. So, i wont use the computer for long! I really need to study. Im like glued to the television. I couldnt think of anything to blog. Im addicted to ABBA again. Im sweating. Im having cramps. I need to go to the toilet now…
Bye! I’ll blog more next time.